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Feel Your Rage #152
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Lowered Expectations #151 - A New Start
Resetting these expecttions
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Monogamy for him, not me - BCD 70
<p>Unequal is equal sometimes</p>
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Why do I hate you? - BCD 69
<p>Good fucking question...</p>
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What just happened - BCD 68
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Learning Healthy Intimacy - BCD 67
<p>Stop clinging</p>
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Take the repsonsibility - BCD 66
<p>Responsibility</p>
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Get your own life - BCD 65
<p>I need space</p>
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We have Chlymadia - BCD 64
<p>Finally</p>
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Diving into AA Alcoholics Anonymous - BCD 63
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Anxiety is contagious - BCD 62
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<p>Be respectful</p>
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UPDATES!
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Laying down the knowledge - BCD 61
Sharing some wisdom for a good life
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Ego Checking New Submissives - Behind Closed Doors 60
My new sub is a bit full of himself.
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Better Service - Behind Closed Doors 59
Discussing ways for Bubby to service me better
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Banning Danny - Behind Closed Doors 58
After a major breach of trust, we must say goodbye to one of Bubby's
partners
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My Kind of Dom - Behind Closed Doors 57
Finishing up the convo from last week with Katelyn
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You're clearly a Dom, Katelyn - Behind Closed Doors 56
A friend of mine is coming into her dominant own
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A good day - Behind Closed Doors 55
A good day - Behind Closed Doors 55
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Negotiating Corporal Punishment - Behind Closed Doors 54
Mr needs to balance the scales
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Love and craziness - Behind Closed Doors 53
We make it look easy.
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Dick or Death - BCD 52
It's a fun episode. Enjoy yourself.
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Don't touch me - BCD 51
Bubby is having some problems with his boundaries and I'm just a mess. Yay.
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About last night - BCD 50
Well... that was interesting.
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Checking in 2 - BCD 49
It's time to check in again
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This Multi-Orgasmic Man - BCD 48
I can't stop orgasming and it's pretty good.
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Puppy Comes Home - BCD 47
My other pup comes back and I couldn't be happier.
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Finances & Metamours - BCD 46
We're flat broke, unemployed and full of love
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Flogging Ali Mushtaq - BCD 45
California-based doctoral candidate and sexy mofo Ali Mushtaq stops by to
talk about gay kink culture, being brown and mental health.
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Understanding trust - BCD 44
I'm not feeling as trusted as I think I should and it's time to finally get
to the bottom of it.
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Dom alpha beta - BCD 43
Bubby has a new play partner and is in need of some advice.
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Rethinking Marriage - BCD 42
We're getting married, but in our own way.
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Rituals & Routines - BCD 41
Restarting an active D/s relationship means figuring out what works and
what doesn't. So, we did.
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Comprehending Submission - BCD 40
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<p>Now that everything isn't all doom and gloom, we've found some time to get back into an active kink life. Things got off the rails, but we got to a great destination regardless. </p>
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Dominant Vulnerability - BCD 39
As a Dom, remembering to stay open is important. Even the ones in charge
need to feel loved.
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A kick in the ass - BCD 38
Sometimes you need to give your partner a kick in the ass. For me and Bubby
that time has come.
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Emotional Politics in Polyamory - BCD 37
A partner Bubby and I share recently came back into our lives and it sparks
an important discussion.
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Love & Grumpiness - BCD 36
Everything sucks.
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Checking In - BCD 35
It's important to check in with each other.
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Seen, Heard, Understood and Valued with Devi Ward - BCD 34
This week, I'm joined by a new friend of mine Devi Ward. You may know her from Sex is Medicine, her podcast on using sex as a tool to heal your soul. In this episode, we go deep into talking about what the soul needs to be satisfied. The answer may surprise you. Hint: It doesn't come from a store.
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Love through vanishing vulvas with Alicia Beth - BCD 33
This week, I'm joined by Alicia Beth HIV, sex educator and former host of Raw Sex Radio. In this episode, the bulk of our chat focuses on lichen sclerosis, an autoimmune disease that attacks the genital tissue. We also venture into dating with this disease and similar ones that affect one's sexuality physically, as well as tips for partners of those affected. Support Behind Closed Doors: Patreon.com/KeepItSexy
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Make me over, please - BCD 32
Exploring body image, confidence and why it's ok to feel "meh" about your
partner. Bubby and I love each other and have great sex. Yet, I'm
ambivalent about his looks overall. We explore what this means for us and
in general.
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Accepting pleasure with Garland Jarmon - BCD 31
Pleasure is a tricky bitch. In this episode of Behind Closed Doors, we explore what it means to give and receive pleasure. Our guest, Garland Jarmon of Spiritual Eros shares his expertise on the topic and even helps me learn to open myself to the joy.
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How to handle a mental health crisis - BCD 30
Support LTASEX on www.Patreon.com/keepitsexy
Bubby was recently hospitalized after a suicide attempt and a major
freakout. Dealing with that has been more stressful than I imagined it
would be. Here's how we worked our way through it.
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Devotion, commitment and service - BCD 29
This episode marks a turning point for Behind Closed Doors. I address this in the intro then we transition in to discussing what it means to sacrifice for your partner, remembering to enjoy the good times and what mature love really feels like.
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Dealing with poly drama - BCD 28
Even when poly relationships start off smoothly, they can get off course quickly. Bubby's new partner is already causing trouble, so we talk about what to do.
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The joys of new poly partners - BCD 27
I'm always happy to welcome new lovers to the family. Bubby recently got a new partner and it's going pretty well
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No more drama - BCD 26
Once the storm is over, it's important to get back to normal. Having fun is super important to maintaining long, strong relations.
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Is this true love? - BCD 25
Life with Bubby and his borderline personality disorder is often very
tough. Even still, our relationship is strong and devoted, even if we
forget sometimes.
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Dom sub emotional therapy - BCD 24
Now that things are settling back into a rhythm within my relationship, we're taking some time to really get those lingering feelings out. Of course, it's with a kinky twist, though.
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Softer Side of Sadism with Mistress Morgana Maye - BCD 23
Mistress Morgana Maye stops by to discuss the lesser known, softer side of
sadism. It's not all whips and restraints.
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What do you want from a submissive? - BCD 22
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Fatherhood, Diversity and New Perspectives with John Pressick - BCD 21
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Exploring depression, anxiety and mind fuzziness - BCD #20
The truth about anxiety, depression and related problems is they're way more complex than people know. This will help you understand how that all works for us and how you can help yourself.
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Depressingly Aroused with Miko Technogeisha - Behind Closed Doors #19
This week, Miko Technogeisha guests to talk about depression, passion, self awareness, and arousal while in the depths of despair.
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How to give less fucks - Behind Closed Doors #18
After a long, drawn out period of stress and fighting, me and Bubby are
settling back in to the calm, no fucks given lifestyle I prefer. Here's how
we're doing it
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What being a sadist, Dom & owner is really like - Behind Closed Doors #17
What being a sadist, Dom & owner is really like featuring Jaki Griot
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Behind Closed Doors #16 - Restarting Dom Sub
After a gigantic blow out, things are peaceful between us. So, we took the time to set the new rules of our restarting D/s relationship.
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Behind Closed Doors #15 - Frustration
I am frustrated ... again. This is perhaps the most raw I've ever been. It's a very raw ep but it's very honest as well.
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Behind Closed Doors #14 - He Resents Me
After a visit with his therapist, it has become clear that Bubby resents me. Ugh. Of course he does.
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Behind Closed Doors #13 - Renegotiating Non-Monogamy
Now that we've been non-monogamous for a while, I feel like it's time to take a look at the rules.
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Behind Closed Doors #12 - What the Actual Fuck?
The tension between bubby and I continues to increase. I'm really scared a breakup might be imminent.
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Behind Closed Doors #11 - The Gray Episode
I've got depression and everything is gray.
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Behind Closed Doors #10 - Cinnabon Fairytale
My version of a fairytale.
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Behind Closed Doors #9 - Fucking Crazy
I wonder if he knows just how crazy he's making me.
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Behind Closed Doors #8 - The Emo Submissive
My submissive is crying.
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Behind Closed Doors #7 Exploring Dominance
Dominance is pretty new to me. I'm trying to figure it all out.
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Behind Closed Doors #6 - In His Mouth
Multitasking at it's orgasmic best.
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Behind Closed Doors #5 - Lactating Voices
Were all crazy. Sometimes, that means taking pills that makes our bodies do odd things like produce breast milk in a non-pregnant lesbian.
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Behind Closed Doors #4 - Drake & Holden
My friends Drake and Holden talk about sex from the perspective slightly affluent white boys from a partially mixed race family. It's more interesting than you might think.
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Behind Closed Doors #3 - Spanking Out Depression
A firm slap to the ass usually helps clear up Bubby's depression.
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Behind Closed Doors #2 - Frustration & Patience
My partner really gets on my nerves sometimes.
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Behind Closed Doors #1 - Submissive Cling
My partner/sub Bubby is being extra clingy and it's driving me a little batty.
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